"its essentially nose humping"

so... its 2:51am and i am wide awake yet again! i really need to get my sleeping in order. especially as this year is my final year in college before uni. i need to make sure i have good grades! ooh which reminds me i need to actually get off my bum and do my college work at home, i nee to be strict with myself. its just so gosh darn hard! you know what i mean right?

It's also getting to that time of year when yet again i decided "hey lets get healthy and loose some weight", i say this about 6 times a year and never manage to full fill this idea. its hard man, when you try and eat the healthy stuff but your mum keeps buying the cakes and the biscuits, even tho she knows your trying to be good! but hey i can keep trying. its not like I'm obese or anything, I'd just like to shed the few excess pounds i have and in all honesty gain some energy that i simply do not have. i'm tired of getting out of breath when i run. anyways we'll see how this one goes....

I'm really excited for this weekend. I'm spending the whole weekend at my boyfriends house and for the first time in our relationship his house is gonna be empty for the whole weekend! which means we actually get to be one of those couples that hogs the tv and lays all over the sofa all snuggled up. sounds kinda gay but you have no idea how frustrating it is, when your boys dad insists you watch egg heads instead of the simpsons! i'm kinda hoping this weekend will give us both an insight as to what it would really be like living together on our own. exciting stuff!

earlier i stumbled across some screen shots of an article in kerrang magazine about my favourite band paramore. and i noticed that the photos of the band where actually really creative. not your bog standard shot of a band sitting on a sofa, with over contrasting colours. this was something really creative, something i havent seen in music photography and quite frankly its about time! dont get me wrong i love music photography, its something i love to do myself (well the live side of it anyways), but most promotional stuff you see these days is just generaly the same pose for every band just set out in a different location, with the same over editing and use of the contrast button. these photograph make me want to experiment with my own ideas and creative flare when i go back to college. i think i might try to recreate these photos first before attempting my own versions, and adding my own twist to the mix. I'm really inspired, thank you Dave Willis for restoring my faith in music photography!

wow its 3:05am, i really should start sleeping like a normal human being! but its kinda hard when you've been confined to your house for almost a week and half because your little bro has the swine flu. its stupid, there should be boredom packages sent out to all families who have someone with swine flu in there house. you have no idea how bored you can get of watching tv all day! and thats where the bad sleeping pattern emerged! i stayed up so late watching tv that i've slept until 12 catching up on the Zzzzz's and now i'm stuck in this vicious circle of being awake at 3am.

speaking of being awake i should be asleep! my bed is calling me, finally it wants a slumber party!