its ridiculous how lonely i feel lately. travelling backwards and forwards between two houses, not knowing where i belong. i feel so unwelcome in both houses. even when i go home to my mums i feel as though i am constantly in the way, but then again i guess i have always felt that way about her house. although i would never admit it to myself. i guess i kinda of feel like i'm stuck in limbo, a place between where i belong and where i dont. and its a lonely lonely place!
Me and phil will hopefully have our own place by the end of next month and i'm hoping that then i will start to feel like i actually belong somewhere. i know i definately wont feel like i'm in the way all the time. he is the only person who makes me feel human, like i exsist! the only person who strives to make me happy even when i just want to curl up and cry.
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