I'm in a bit of a fowl mood today. It's suddenly dawned on me that its the anniversary of my friends death soon. I was alright until out of no where a picture so bloody vivid of him popped into my head. And now i cant stop picturing it. Since he died I've never really pictured his face, not even when i talk about him, and seeing his face so clear like that frightened me in a way!
I miss him and i love him dearly, but at the same time i hate him. Or more i hate what he did. To end your life with no explanation at all is selfish! I still cant get my head around that.
I'm trying hard not too let this all get me down but it doesnt help that i'm under pressure at the moment. I have so much anger built up inside of me, i fear that i'll end up unleashing it on someone i love.
So in order to avoid hurting someone i love, i'm going to just write, write and write. whether i end up with songs, poems or just journal pieces, i dont care! But i cant let this eat me up any more!
For Trevor, because he loved this song!
Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
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