I'm incredibly hungover today. its my own fault, but still doesn't help! I went out to a goth night last night in wrexham! i had possibly the funniest night i've had in a while!
but i realised half way through drowning my liver that, tomorrow is my friends anniversary of his death. which made me drink more! i ended up on self destruct mode. i drank a stupid amount of alcohol (for my lightweight self anyways) and by the time my boyfriend picked me up i could barely talk straight let alone walk in a straight line.
I dont know what else to say today but i'll leave you with a part of my song i wrote a few weeks ago:
"I know I will never get it
Not even if I search for it
I don’t want to know
I just need to understand
I hope you’re happy now
It’s all I ever wanted
Even if at times
I never said it
I love you, I love you
I hate you, I hate you
I miss you, I miss you
Come back,
Come back to me,
I’m begging you please!
Please just wake up"
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