Wednesday, 20 May 2009

Comfort Blanket

so, i don't know what's happening but I'm becoming rather addicted to my blog recently. Its becoming my comfort blanket for venting things on my mind. In all honesty....i kinda like it!

Today hasn't been the best of days and here are a few reasons why!
1. my memory card for my camera has decided it doesn't want to work, therefore left me looking like a prune as i was about to start my fashion shoot in the studio. bad times!
2. When i finally got into the studio to do my shoot, i just couldn't seem to get my lighting right. you know what its like, you have a vision but you just cant get it across. It was rather annoying that my tutor actually liked my shots but i knew i could have done so much better. bad bad times!
3. I suffered every photographers worse nightmare.........creative block! its kinda like writers block only instead of loosing your mojo to write stuff, you loose the ability to direct people. this can be incredibly annoying, especially to impatient people like myself. bad bad bad times!
lastly number 4. i was in such a rush to grab my stuff from my locker, in order to catch my bus on time that i left my key in my locker door. unfortunately for me i have things in there that i cannot loose, and most likely they will be robbed over the half term! bad bad bad bad times!

I could seriously smack myself in the head today, with all the stupidity my body and mind are creating. They're like their own little enemy force today. Sometimes i really wonder why i bother trying to make something of myself.

but surely if travel round a crap corner, sensibility is on the other side? only time will tell!

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